Dear Reader, I felt in my heart that I should share an Entry from my personal Journal that I wrote yesterday. I haven’t posted on here in a long time due to my case being still active. However Guy has been moved to Alaska and the evidence is concrete so nothing I say here shouldContinue reading “Dear Reader #1”
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Entry #86
Dear Reader, Writing these blogs, isnt just for you. Its for me too. To go back and remind myself what it was like nearly a year ago. And to feel and realize how much things have changed, how much I have improved. And that the words I was saying at the time to convince myselfContinue reading “Entry #86”
The Truth Entry #8
Dear Reader, Christmas. I dreaded it this year. Christmas. I feared it this year. I have had Alot of Anxiety over the past several months about this holiday. Christmas was always my favorite time of the year. My entire family, really felt like a family. Once My Abuser was Arrested I found the thought ofContinue reading “The Truth Entry #8”
Living in what Is Entry #11
Dear Reader, Acceptance. A step in recovering from Childhood Trauma. A word, and a feeling that I struggle with often. How do you just accept what happened? Thats the easy part honestly. Whats hard to accept is whats still happening. What will always happen. Everyday that goes on with the truth hidden behind a pieceContinue reading “Living in what Is Entry #11”
Living in What is Entry #9
Dear Reader, While I am very thankful for the veterans who have put there lives on the line for our country, as well as uprooted the lives of there families to go to there postings. I feel like today is a good time for me to speak about how corrupt our viewpoint of veterans is.Continue reading “Living in What is Entry #9”
Living in What is Entry #3
Dear Reader, Today was a day filled with laughter, reading, conversations, imagination and playfulness. Being back in my routine is nice! I have a lot more confidence throughout the day. And I am able to socialize and make jokes or relate to random peoples conversations, which then I find we share something on common andContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #3”
Living in What is Entry #1
Dear Reader, I made a pretty tough descision recently, that rather then take my abusers to trial and expose them for What I know they are in my civil case. I would sign a court ordered no contact agreement. I am currently in the process of understanding what the agreement will mean before I signContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #1”
Entry #81
Dear Reader, How my heart has room to love these three amazing children, is beyond my comprehension. But oh how I do! An individual love for each of them that I cannot compare to the other. Each one challenges me on there own ways. My oldest is so forgiving. So loving and caring. He willContinue reading “Entry #81”
Entry #79
Dear Reader, What a week it has been!! I have really been doing my best to keep myself busy, especially since Ive been feeling a little more like myself over the past couple weeks. It was easy for me to forget how active I like to be. My pregnancy with My daughter was physically veryContinue reading “Entry #79”
Entry #73
Dear Reader, I used to think family literally meant family. That somehow my kids would lack somewhere in life from not having a close relationship with my abusers. I felt like I would be missing something if I didnt. But man! That is not the case! My children are not lacking anything. They Have aContinue reading “Entry #73”
Dear Reader, Love Ally 