Dear Reader, I used to think family literally meant family. That somehow my kids would lack somewhere in life from not having a close relationship with my abusers. I felt like I would be missing something if I didnt. But man! That is not the case! My children are not lacking anything. They Have aContinue reading “Entry #73”
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Entry #72
Dear Reader, The only words I have today is this prayer and I ask that the Lord recieve it and be with Me every day. From this day forward. The Lord is my light and my salvation–whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life–of whom shall I be afraid? When evilContinue reading “Entry #72”
Entry #71
Dear Reader, We hear the phrase “facing your demons” all the time in conversations about healing. Its a bitter reality That some of us face some major demons . People tell us we have to face our demons in life, in order to overcome them. Whether that be how you feel about your body. OrContinue reading “Entry #71”
Entry #70
Dear Reader, I say this to the people who claim to Be walking in Faith yet continue to run from the consequences of there decisions. I say descisions because there is a difference between making a mistake and making a descision. It is a mistake to run the stop sign once. But it is aContinue reading “Entry #70”
The Truth Entry #7
Dear Reader, I’ve been silent. The past few days. I haven’t had the words to describe the feelings I am experiencing. It feels so surreal. I feel Like I am processing the legal aspect of things. In my mind, I pictured that as soon as I told the truth these people would be behind bars.Continue reading “The Truth Entry #7”
The Truth Entry #4
Dear Reader, This is me. The little girl whos daddy sexually abused her. The face of the little girl who Arthur Sheble was sexually attracted to. The face of the little girl who didn’t even know who she was yet. And they took everything from her. They took her innocence, they took her childhood. TheyContinue reading “The Truth Entry #4”
The Truth Entry #3
Dear Reader, She doesnt get to sit there in my county, in my world amd say that she has done nothing wrong. She does not get to claim that I am the problem. She does not get to use my mental health, that she caused, against me. She does not have the power. I do.Continue reading “The Truth Entry #3”
Entry #64
Dear Reader, I just dont want this to be the thing that holds me back. I don’t want my fear of pain, the pain I felt, to be my set back. The truth is who we are is always based on what it was like as a child. I know 10 years from now somethingContinue reading “Entry #64”
Entry #63
Dear Reader, I went to costco today. And the trip went great. The kids did amazing. But it was wierd. It was like walking around in a sea full of people. None of us know each other, none of us know the others story. Here I was feeling awkward for trying to do such aContinue reading “Entry #63”
Entry #62
Dear Reader, Silence. It echoes. It echoes through my head like the splash of a pebble would echo through a cavern. It speaks volumes. The silence of some of the people Ive told. The unanswered phone calls I make. The victim who stood beside me while I was abused, but isn’t able to stand byContinue reading “Entry #62”
Dear Reader, Love Ally 