Dear Reader,
She doesnt get to sit there in my county, in my world amd say that she has done nothing wrong. She does not get to claim that I am the problem. She does not get to use my mental health, that she caused, against me. She does not have the power. I do.
She chose this. Despite what she wants people to believe. She wants everyone to believe that I randomly woke up and decided I want nothing to do with her and she has no idea why. She does not get to play victim and say she tried her best to be a good mother. Because she didnt.
She raised me to believe the reason we couldn’t tell anyone about His sexual abuse was because SHE would loose me. And she assured me that I surely wouldnt want that as she had done nothing wrong to me. And because the abuse Arthur was putting upon me was the worst of the worse that could possibly happen to a child. I believed her.
But she did everything wrong. She didn’t protect me from Arthur. She didnt stand by me. She Chose Guy Sheble. She always has. And He is a dumb dits. He never would have gotten away with being a pedophile for this long if it wasnt for Angela. And her overpowering manipulation.
She has had every opportunity to choose her daughter. Again and again and again. And she never did. Even now.
But because I am am adult. And a mother of my own three wonderful children. I know. That I would not only not sit in silence at my childs abuse. But I would do everything in my power to save them from that abuser. No matter who that person was.
And she did not do that for me. She will lie and act like she hasn’t had countless conversations amongst me and Guy and my siblings. She will lie and say she didnt know the full details. But yet shes seen some of it with her own eyes. She would say that as a mother she didnt know what to do. But she knows what to do now. She knows every detail and yet she still spews false words out of her mouth about her innocence.
She is the most evil one of all as far as I am concerned because SHE ALWAYS helps him get away with it.
I will not be silent. I will fight this Fight to Proove to them, that I have the power now. And they have nothing.
Sincerely Love Ally
Dear Reader, Love Ally 