Dear Reader, I am feeling mostly back to myself today. I came across an old live I did 4 years ago and watching myself be so confident made me miss those days. I can not wait to be more confident again in myself! My current opinions and beliefs are very new to me, and IContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #8”
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Living in What is Entry #7
Dear Reader, As I write this I want to make it known both to you and myself, that these feelings I am expressing are not a result of my being defeated or brought down by my enemies. It is the real raw emotion that I feel and that any victim whos suffered like I haveContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #7”
Living in What is Entry #3
Dear Reader, Today was a day filled with laughter, reading, conversations, imagination and playfulness. Being back in my routine is nice! I have a lot more confidence throughout the day. And I am able to socialize and make jokes or relate to random peoples conversations, which then I find we share something on common andContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #3”
Living in What is Entry #1
Dear Reader, I made a pretty tough descision recently, that rather then take my abusers to trial and expose them for What I know they are in my civil case. I would sign a court ordered no contact agreement. I am currently in the process of understanding what the agreement will mean before I signContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #1”
Entry #80
Dear Reader, As of today, I have chosen myself. This means I have made the tough descision to no longer speak with any of my family members for the time being. This does not mean I do not love or care for the ones who have been supporting me from day one of being publicContinue reading “Entry #80”
Entry #73
Dear Reader, I used to think family literally meant family. That somehow my kids would lack somewhere in life from not having a close relationship with my abusers. I felt like I would be missing something if I didnt. But man! That is not the case! My children are not lacking anything. They Have aContinue reading “Entry #73”
Entry #72
Dear Reader, The only words I have today is this prayer and I ask that the Lord recieve it and be with Me every day. From this day forward. The Lord is my light and my salvation–whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life–of whom shall I be afraid? When evilContinue reading “Entry #72”
Entry #71
Dear Reader, We hear the phrase “facing your demons” all the time in conversations about healing. Its a bitter reality That some of us face some major demons . People tell us we have to face our demons in life, in order to overcome them. Whether that be how you feel about your body. OrContinue reading “Entry #71”
Entry #70
Dear Reader, I say this to the people who claim to Be walking in Faith yet continue to run from the consequences of there decisions. I say descisions because there is a difference between making a mistake and making a descision. It is a mistake to run the stop sign once. But it is aContinue reading “Entry #70”
Entry #69
Dear Reader, Letting go of fear, takes time. It seems as though we often feel afraid of what comes next. Afraid to fail, afraid to suceed, afraid of the what ifs, or the hows. Afraid of fear itself. We fear not being good enough. We fear judgement, we fear that if someone knows the realContinue reading “Entry #69”
Dear Reader, Love Ally 