Dear Reader, As of today, I have chosen myself. This means I have made the tough descision to no longer speak with any of my family members for the time being. This does not mean I do not love or care for the ones who have been supporting me from day one of being publicContinue reading “Entry #80”
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Entry #79
Dear Reader, What a week it has been!! I have really been doing my best to keep myself busy, especially since Ive been feeling a little more like myself over the past couple weeks. It was easy for me to forget how active I like to be. My pregnancy with My daughter was physically veryContinue reading “Entry #79”
Entry #78
Dear Reader, If you Know my story. You know my Faith. You have heard me speak it and you have read it. You have seen the previous life I’ve lived. And you are witnessing the life I am living now. I stand strong in the Lord. I know his Justice is coming. I know thatContinue reading “Entry #78”
Entry #77
Dear Reader, Family. Everyone knows that word. And everyone has one right? At least at one point in there life everyone has a “family.” My family isnt shit. My “mother” will never love me the way a mother should. My “father” loved me the way a father shouldn’t. My “grandmothers” threw me away like trash.Continue reading “Entry #77”
Entry #75
Dear Reader, My brain is in the Sea. A sea of emotions that swell taking with it my understanding, just as it would swallow up a ship in a storm. When Most people speak of the sea, they are talking about that calm blue water, or maybe even the gentle waves brushing up against theContinue reading “Entry #75”
Entry #72
Dear Reader, The only words I have today is this prayer and I ask that the Lord recieve it and be with Me every day. From this day forward. The Lord is my light and my salvation–whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life–of whom shall I be afraid? When evilContinue reading “Entry #72”
Entry #71
Dear Reader, We hear the phrase “facing your demons” all the time in conversations about healing. Its a bitter reality That some of us face some major demons . People tell us we have to face our demons in life, in order to overcome them. Whether that be how you feel about your body. OrContinue reading “Entry #71”
Entry #70
Dear Reader, I say this to the people who claim to Be walking in Faith yet continue to run from the consequences of there decisions. I say descisions because there is a difference between making a mistake and making a descision. It is a mistake to run the stop sign once. But it is aContinue reading “Entry #70”
Entry #69
Dear Reader, Letting go of fear, takes time. It seems as though we often feel afraid of what comes next. Afraid to fail, afraid to suceed, afraid of the what ifs, or the hows. Afraid of fear itself. We fear not being good enough. We fear judgement, we fear that if someone knows the realContinue reading “Entry #69”
Entry #68
Dear Reader, Today Is Fathers Day. As we all obviously know. Your social media is flooded with Posts of people thanking and appreciating there fathers. And there childrens fathers. I even posted about my own husband. Today was not as heavy on my heart as mothers day was. I think Ive come fully to theContinue reading “Entry #68”
Dear Reader, Love Ally 