Dear Reader, While I am very thankful for the veterans who have put there lives on the line for our country, as well as uprooted the lives of there families to go to there postings. I feel like today is a good time for me to speak about how corrupt our viewpoint of veterans is.Continue reading “Living in What is Entry #9”
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Living in What is Entry #8
Dear Reader, I am feeling mostly back to myself today. I came across an old live I did 4 years ago and watching myself be so confident made me miss those days. I can not wait to be more confident again in myself! My current opinions and beliefs are very new to me, and IContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #8”
Living in What is Entry #7
Dear Reader, As I write this I want to make it known both to you and myself, that these feelings I am expressing are not a result of my being defeated or brought down by my enemies. It is the real raw emotion that I feel and that any victim whos suffered like I haveContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #7”
Living in what is Entry #6
Dear Reader, I often find myself wondering why Ive had so many emotional break downs over everything happening in my life. It can be over things that I know I have already fully accepted. But every now and then I am reminded that there are still some fragments of my mind that do not wantContinue reading “Living in what is Entry #6”
Living in What is Entry #5
Dear Reader, I feel an overwhelming sense of relief as I write this, but also an overbearing amount of grief as well. I officially recieved the court issued no contact order regarding my civil case with my adopted parents. They officially cannot legally contact me or my family ever again. And while this is exactlyContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #5”
Living in What is Entry #1
Dear Reader, I made a pretty tough descision recently, that rather then take my abusers to trial and expose them for What I know they are in my civil case. I would sign a court ordered no contact agreement. I am currently in the process of understanding what the agreement will mean before I signContinue reading “Living in What is Entry #1”
Entry #81
Dear Reader, How my heart has room to love these three amazing children, is beyond my comprehension. But oh how I do! An individual love for each of them that I cannot compare to the other. Each one challenges me on there own ways. My oldest is so forgiving. So loving and caring. He willContinue reading “Entry #81”
Entry #80
Dear Reader, As of today, I have chosen myself. This means I have made the tough descision to no longer speak with any of my family members for the time being. This does not mean I do not love or care for the ones who have been supporting me from day one of being publicContinue reading “Entry #80”
Entry #79
Dear Reader, What a week it has been!! I have really been doing my best to keep myself busy, especially since Ive been feeling a little more like myself over the past couple weeks. It was easy for me to forget how active I like to be. My pregnancy with My daughter was physically veryContinue reading “Entry #79”
Entry #78
Dear Reader, If you Know my story. You know my Faith. You have heard me speak it and you have read it. You have seen the previous life I’ve lived. And you are witnessing the life I am living now. I stand strong in the Lord. I know his Justice is coming. I know thatContinue reading “Entry #78”
Dear Reader, Love Ally 