Entry #17

Dear Readers,

Well I went to court today and exactly what I thought would happen happened. My adopted father used a memory that he had of me calling the police because I thought someone was breaking into the house and I had been left home alone. I had been left home alone as a child and I was scared. He used this as an example the example of the many times I’ve “lied” as a child. First of all I just want to say I did not lie I was a child and I really thought someone was breaking into the house. But either way why would you take a moment where an innocent child make some mistake? If that’s what we want to call it. And use it against her?I guess that was his best defense.

Was to say That this child Who is so insecure about herself self and never felt safe anywhere called the police. The people that teachers at school said was safe.

My heart breaks today as I write this because even though I realized who who he was before today. It was proven to me on paper as well as in person. When he decided To prove that he never truly loved me. That all of this was a game.

I feel so angry at the person I called my mother for so long because not only did she not show up today. But I am starting to realize how many times in my life that she did not show up for me. She did not protect me. I was a pawn in their game. A Pawn to get to innocent children. I was there ticket To abuse.

And for as long as they walk this Earth free Running from the prison time they deserve. They will continue to abuse. Children, someones brother or sister, friends and their family. They are taking this to the bitter end! And I’m not stopping! I will not back down until Justice has been served. When I hear the jury say that they have been found guilty The damage my heart feels will then begin to heal.

Isaiah 56:1

“This is what the Lord says: “Maintain justice and do what is right, for my salvation is close at hand and my righteousness will soon be revealed.

Amen

Love Ally