Entry #14

Dear Readers,

You know whats crazy? I think that some really bad people actually convince themselves that they are good. That they are right. Its an insane cycle to even think about.

How in the world can someone who sexually, emotionally and physically abused you, actually think that them convincing the whole family and all there friends that there daughter is crazy is the right thing to do? Like what in the?! I can not even conprehend it. They know what they did. And in my mind I keep thinking things like are they actually convinced that im the bad guy in this situation? Or is it all an act? Do they literally put on an act all day long to every person they encounter? And then laugh behind closed doors? Or do they actually believe that there behavior is okay?

Do they go to church on sunday mornings like they did when I was a kid? Do they go there and weep and cry and say there daughter has lost her mind? Or are they at home? Hiding from the Truth? Honestly if you asked me. Id rather them be at home Hiding from the truth then actively going out and making fools of themselves by saying I made all this up from some lucid dream.

Noone and i mean it when i say noone-lies about childhood sexual abuse. Amd no child can make up that kind of abuse either. The human mind doesnt work that way. We arent naturally sexual beings until we hit puberty. If your kids are showing an over interest in other kids private parts, or even an over curiosity about there own then something is wrong. A childs mind is pure. Innocently asking questions about there own body is normal. But you probably know exactly what is abnormal when it comes to this topic. Kids dont lie. Protect our children. Because there are people out there, like my parents for example. That are actually professional manipulators and will have other people convinced you “coached your child.”

Stand by your babies readers. Even if they arent yours, stand by your friends children. No innocent minded little child of God lies about this kind of thing.

I cry out! Lord please open the eyes of those who still believe the accussed. Lord open there hearts and there minds, that they might believe your children!

Love Ally